In almost one month, a new year will be upon me. I’m actually excited about my birthday. I have a lot of things I want to do. I want to take flying lessons, go to the gun range, go ax throwing, go to this trampoline place, laser tag, paint balling, and so much more. Obviously I will need to narrow down my list, because there is no possible way I will be able to do all these activities around my birthday. The past few birthdays I have either felt indifferent or miserable. This is the first birthday in a long time I feel content. Which it’s great, but scary, because I tend to have high expectations and always been let down. So I’m trying to find a balance between being excited about my birthday and keeping my cool. It has been tricky, but I have been managing to my best of my abilities. It’s just kinda hard when you’re depressed and you’re knowing the best way to cheer yourself up is to look forward to the thrilling event in the near future. However, that same hope can cause pain. So… ugh…

Anyway, I wanted to leave a personal entry, because I have been doing a lot of informative posts. Just want to take a tiny break and connect with you. Is anybody birthday coming up soon? Do you make a big deal about your birthday? Does your mental health suck the life out of your birthday? Leave comments. I want to know. Until then, adult one day at a time.